Ok real talk. It’s
the most wonderful time of the year and I wasn’t feeling it. With so much holiday cheer going on around
me, I should be all holly jolly. I mean
I love Christmas. But the truth is I’ve been
struggling. I was checked out all week.
I have so many great people in my life but now and then I
still feel so alone. A little lost. Anxious.
Full of self-doubt. Beat up and
worn down. We all have our moments and
sometimes I know it is ok to not be ok. The
highs are high and the lows are really low. The
important thing is that we pick ourselves back up and continue on. Nothing—good or bad—lasts forever.
I’ve never been one to set New Years Resolutions and I’ve
never looked at January 1st as a significant date. This year seems a little different. 2018 brings new goals and a sense of renewed
hope. I know what I want. I know what I deserve. And I have the best family and friends supporting me.
I am thankful to have running to turn to. I crave structure and routine in my daily
life. Marathon training gives me a
purpose. It provides me with something
to work towards and focus my energy on.
The next 16 weeks will not be easy but I am totally
committed. I am healthy. I am strong.
I work hard. I will trust the process and I will get through whatever this is because when nothing is certain,
anything is possible.
Upcoming events:
Monday 12.18.17
3 treadmill miles (23:02)
Greg’s Workout #4
30’ spinning with Leslie
Burdenko H2O
14,322 steps
Tuesday 12.19.17
Marathon Sports Run Club! 3.58 miles (31:35)
Taught spin class
17,291 steps
Wednesday 12.20.17
Greg’s Workout #5
7,448 steps
Thursday 12.21.17
Taught spin class
Power Water
12,683 steps
Friday 12.22.17
2 miles with G (18:13)
2 miles (15:40)
12,268 steps
Saturday 12.23.17
Greg’s Workout #6
5,665 steps
Sunday 12.24.17
Merry Christmas Eve!
1.08 miles with G (9:29)
4.30 miles (30:55)
13,770 steps
This week’s mileage: 16
miles
This week’s G
mileage: 23 miles
December Totals:
62 miles
2017 Totals: 738
miles
Looks like you are going to have a really busy weekend. I hope God gives you the strength to make it through it and thanks for sharing us what you did in the previous week.
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